Long time no see, hn? I was busy. Yes, I really was. Now? Uh. I'm not. Don't have school, work just sometimes... So I have a lot of time to kill, you know. I'm not writting a lot these days. Don't really know why. I think I just don't know what to write about. My life is stuck here, I can't move. I watch the time go by, leaving me. Don't know what to do. Run after it? Think, and think, and think? Continue to look at it, stay motionless? Walk without knowing where I'm going? Pfff. I don't even know who I am, what I want and how to get there. Uhh..

I'm here, but it's killing me. I don't want to be here! I'm dreaming about beach, long beach, hot weather and nobody to stop me. You understand? Nobody to tell me "Hey! Don't do this!" I just want to be free, to do what I want to do with no restrictions. I'm tired to be here with this long and so cold winter... I just want to sleep under the sun all day long. Hummm sun...

I'm not a special girl. I live in Canada, Quebec. I talk french too, but for this blog, I don't want to talk in french too much. I want to make a change and be more close to my ancestors. A long time ago, they lived in Ireland. I don't know a lot of things about this country, but I'll do my research later. Because I'm tired to be stuck in here, I'll travel through this blog and forget my present and my past. I'll change myself and become another person. Now, enjoy.